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[Aug. 10th, 2005|11:00 am] |
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why am i awake right now when im just falling asleep at the computer? wait, i know why...its for connor.
this makes no fucking sense.
did anyone ever drink coffee really late at night? it has strange effects.
i traded rooms with my dad so the computer is in my room now. that might be bad.
i got MCR tickets. call me emo and ill stab you
damnit i hate livejournal and myspace too but i have both...why? xangaxangaxanga
tryouts next monday....should i practice?? nahhh...
"im a senior...at laurence...and i play football....therefore, you must all worship me."
uhm..i think NOT. |
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[Jul. 4th, 2005|02:35 pm] |
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desiree has never really gotten drunk... (until yesterday)
my head hurts...a LOT. i regret drinking...a LOT. i threw up...(but not a lot) every muscle in my body is sore (havent quite figured that one out yet)
richie came over and met my dad, which was quite interesting...but he liked him. (they liked each other...but only bcuz they have the same name mostly)
and i got extremely embarrassed (but i dont want to talk about that)
on the plus side, my dad got into a fight, if u want to call it that...(mostly he just kicked the guys ass)
and then i got yelled at bcuz he had blood on his shirt (i dont see the connection between me & him fighting but hey...)
then he apologized. so its fine...
bad night...interesting night...but mostly bad.
<3des |
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[Jun. 22nd, 2005|12:40 am] |
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so heres my pics from Virgin the other day... =)
MCR
FRANK IERO! tell me hes not absolutely sexy...
he's reading his poem we gave him...
Roses are Red, Violets are Blue
I wish I wasn't underaged, So we could have secks
gerard way....hotttt....haha i like the "hi" on his hand
frank iero.... mmm...sexy....
standing in line waiting....
Atreyu
haha..HOT.
mxpx..kinda gay
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[Jun. 21st, 2005|10:50 am] |
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yea who met mcr? and atreyu and mxpx? thatd be mwahhhh.
it was hot. very hot.
<3des |
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[Jun. 8th, 2005|06:28 pm] |
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schools almost over...this is good and bad. but it sucks to still be in school in the first place.
friday is my birthday...woo go me.
i seriously have been waiting FOREVER for an ipod. and they're like, lame now. but i dont care i dont want it cuz it "looks cool" or whatever that shit is stupid. i want one because i hate carrying cds.
boys boys boys. they all cause drama. but they all need to learn that desiree's heart is given away & it HAS been given away for 7 months now and im not getting it back anytime soon. so stay away and stop causing me problemssssss. HAH.
anyway...my pools open.
the pool my new/now old dog died in. sigh.
finals finals finals.
i think livejournal is pointless its all about xangas beeeeeyotchhhhh. who reads these things anymore? nooooo1. im doing this for noooooothing. how random.
gotta study 4 finals so ill end this pointless entry...now. |
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[May. 30th, 2005|08:12 pm] |
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woah woah a lot has happened since the last time i wrote in her. the chicago public school system is gay so i cant write during school. or basically do anything cuz of their firewall thingy that we STILL HAVENT FIGURED OUT TO GET AROUND haha. anyway...lots of stuff has happened that is lame and i dont want to get into.
hmm..i never thought it would be so unpleasant when more than one guy has "fallen for you". but it is, it definitely is.
uhm..schools almost over which is good. my birthdays coming up, the 10th yanno..so thats good too. so you random people reading this or mercedez...or lauren..or any of you should say happy birthday cuz ur nice like that right? yea thats what i thought.
got this from `nessa ::if gossip were vodka, my school would be S0 FUCKIN WASTED:: hah. thats so true.
anyway. i have to finish all these papers and i have no point in updating this so adiosss.
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[Apr. 28th, 2005|05:38 pm] |
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its funny how i was writing the last entry, then the bell rang and i never finished it, but thats okay.
these last 2 days have been kind of boring...ive been sick and today i went to the orthodontist, which was jus boring.
i dont really have anything of importance to say except 4 the fact that certain ppl have been getting on my nerves but thats all.
things with connor are awesomely...awesome.
the end
<33 des |
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[Mar. 28th, 2005|02:35 pm] |
okay well im going to write a lot about pointless things...so..HERE I GO!
oh man i deleted my xanga because i didnt want the ADULT to see it because well....hello, thats my stuff. okay so i had this great entry written out for like, one night and yea it was really great then i had 2 go and delete it....and i thought i could get it back, but i CANT and yea, im all sad now there were so many effing memories in that thing...YEA WELL NOT ANYMORE! anyway...
10 weeks till skool ends hehehe.
im happy and sad at the same time...i wont get 2 see my friends from school as much, but i think ill get to hang out with every1 from westlawn a lot more..i havent hung out with them for a WHILE...i havent even been to westlawn for a while...so its gunna be fun to have every1 come swimming and stuff with my new pool its great. . .
school was kinda boring 2day, except 4 the part about seeing my friends i guess...theyre not acting "normal"...yea i dunno...whatever
tomorrow im gunna have lunch detention...yea its gunna suck 2 sit there by myself in a room but HEY! whatever....ive never gotten a detention before....aww im such a good kid.. (YEAH RIGHT)
so today, i went thru with my idea about being nice 2 every1...even the ppl that piss me off ..(yes i was nice to them too) ..it wasnt too bad i guess |
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[Mar. 22nd, 2005|07:00 pm] |
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i saw numero uno 4 now. |
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[Mar. 21st, 2005|07:50 pm] |
why am i updating this so often..!?
TAKEurPANTSoff80 [7:44 PM]: i need ice
TAKEurPANTSoff80 [7:44 PM]: NOW
L 1 T H I U M 00 [7:45 PM]: why?
TAKEurPANTSoff80 [7:45 PM]: the tongue hurts
L 1 T H I U M 00 [7:45 PM]: ooooooo...KINKY |
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[Mar. 20th, 2005|10:02 pm] |
today was pretty cool!
talked on the phone with my peeps...well mostly jus alex lol
then i went home, did nothing of importance....went to SMS from 7-9:30ish..
aww it was soo fun! they did this presentation in Duggan Hall, and a lot of people from '04 went
that i havent seen since ....we graduated i guess?! yea it was fun, i have this little youth group
now. fun stuff i must say. i got to see courtney and jamie...steve...rachel...patty...andrew too. yea,
twas lotsa fun.
my baby called <33, but i dont have reception down in D.H., but i got his message...so yea, if you read
this when u come back from Utah...i GOT UR MESSAGE!!! i heard your voice and it was like
Insta-Happy/Hyper-ness!! <3
anyway. i gotta go talk 2 one of my friends..im worried bout her :/ |
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[Mar. 17th, 2005|07:30 pm] |
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happy st. patricks day loves..
grr... i had an entry but then i accidently deleted it. well here goes what it DID say: [nothing extremely relevant]
today was nice. connor dyed his hair green. can we say WOW? lol, i LOVED it <33
i was L-O-C-K-E-D O-U-T for an hour and 30 minutes. very COLD.
Suikun73 (6:55:42 PM): !!!!!!
Auto response from L 1 T H i U M 00 (6:55:42 PM): ok im doing my homework and/or procrasinating! i love you! (=
++ mi corazon, mi amor, mi vida y mi todo ++
Suikun73 (6:57:06 PM): des!!!!!!!
Suikun73 (6:58:40 PM): i needed to say that i love you more than anything, more than everything, more than anyone, more than everyone, more than life and more than breathing.
you are my life, you are my heart, you are my love, and my everything.
i intend to grow old with you. i intend to raise a family with you. i intend to die old and toothless with you. i love you desiree ann williams .body mind spirirt spirit and soul
every part of you. now good night, i will be dreaming of you and the words"i do" night my love.
my mind is F A R from bio.
<33 amor para siempre, desiree |
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[Mar. 15th, 2005|07:03 pm] |
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got 3rd in PI contest..would have won but i reversed 2 digits...the rest of the 118 digits were in the correct order. i still got a really big piece of pie and my name on a plaque. only freshman.
FIRST OFF---
Thanks to NICOLE AND PRYSCILLA for making my DAY with the PIE.
"We know you were the real winner, so we got you a pie." <33
THAT was SUPER AWESOME!!
woo woo. here goes a list.
x] first person i see...connor.
x] bad morning.
x] Algebra test puts me in better mood. [yes, reread that again, you ARE reading correctly.]
x]sitting on floor in lunch
x] me and mah PiE!
x]world studies. . . MULAN!
x] bio w/ vince = wahh?
x] after school - algebra/ping pong (ping tong?)
x] wonderful goodbyes <33
x] last person i see...connor
i love how me and my friends never coordinate anything but it all ends up like that...
xx- monday -xx
me.theresa.vanessa. = white hoodies
xx- tuesday -xx
me. connor. ivan. lauren = B L A C K
vanessa. theresa = WHiTE
..lovin it.
THANKS 4 making today AWESOME <33 love u guys. . . |
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[Mar. 9th, 2005|09:01 pm] |
its a round silver object, decent weight.
similar to a watch, but something is definitely different.
2....1.....5?
gibberish to the normal person.
and if you go out of your way to apply the extra effort to open the stubborn backing....you`ll see a message. a message that means nothing to everyone...everyone but her.
to her...it meant EVERYTHING. |
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[Feb. 27th, 2005|05:40 pm] |
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The Babblings of a Love Struck Teenager
ahh...
i remember this thing.
dont you just LOVE the pessimistic smiley?
im such a pessimist and i hate it.
gee.
i feel like rambling on right now. so ignore this.
its due to the fact that at times i feel misunderstood. i have an impluse in me, it makes me a very spontaneous person. so when somebody says something to me, i usually just say the first thing that comes to mind, not thinking about how it will sound. that incriminates me a lot. it gets me in a lot of trouble as well.
stupid little things have been bothering me and i hate it. but i cant really change it. i cant just wake up one morning and not be affected by something, its kind of impossible. but its bothers me so much that i often think of jus saying "screw it" and starting from stratch. but look where that got me last time. . .
i've got this guy. maybe he reads this, maybe he doesnt. either way, i love him. hes one of the only thing that keeps everything moving yanno? i want 2 fast forward a couple years and make sure everything ends up like it should.
bad weekend. tomorrow will be better. |
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[Feb. 14th, 2005|02:40 pm] |
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It doesnt matter whether he is perfect or whether she is perfect, all that matters is that they're perfect for each other.
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY! <3
todays been a good day, i got up extra extra earlier, met connor and gave him his stuff and he gave ME my stuff to...the coolest drawing ever, it has a hidden message and its kind of annoying to have 2 explain it 2 every1 everytime lol but i dont mind because its so awesome.
anyway. biology sucks.
im really tired. no more talking on the phone in the late hours of the night.
SIGH.
i LOVE him. |
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[Feb. 8th, 2005|02:48 pm] |
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Im so extremely bored right now so that’s why Im going to write in here about complete irrelevant nonsense.
Today has been interesting to say the least...
I went to the bathroom and I saw Theresa..it was by coincedence but it reminded me of the times back in 7th and 8th grade when me n my friends would tell each other to ask to go to the bathroom so we could meet up and talk..haha what lames.
OK, so before, maybe I didnt have the right to be mad because I wasnt even involved but I cant help but take sides as hard as I try..some Im going to try not to in the future. But after World Studies, my reason to even be a LITTLE bit mad is justified.
Then theres the thing with Melanie...
Im not mad, just "disappointed " in certain people. Thats just unnecessarily ridiculous.
All these bad vibes today..
hey at least they have nothing to do with me.
Biology sucks.
its almost over...yay
I DONT DONT DONT wanna stay for Algebra today...i REALLY dont..
gahhhhhhhh
anyway. im in a thoughtful mood.
I dont like being in thoughtful moods because then I began to convince myself of bad things and I become all paranoid and ... yeah...its not good.
i gotta put my laptop away...bye every1 who cares
p.s. CLAUDIA, I HOPE U FEEL BETTER!!!! I TRIED TO COMMENT BUT IT WONT LET ME? THE COMP. IS BEING GAY BUT YEAH I HOPE U FEEL BETTER! ): |
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[Feb. 8th, 2005|09:45 am] |
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yesterday my DSL wasnt working and it was pissing me off majorly...
i got really tired all of a sudden...i wanna take a nap. people in advisory are so LOUDDDDDD gah
i miss looking at peoples xangas...stupid school firewall system
my DSL better be working
lets start a rumor and see how fast it spreads ;D
school sucks, but at least i have something to look forward to everyday
nancy is right behind me,say hi nancy: hey ,to whoever cares :)
that was nancy, shes great!
i have decided, im the coolest person alive.
no, connor is, but im second muahahaha.
i know i dont make sense, im kind of half asleep.
bye guys.. |
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[Feb. 6th, 2005|01:55 pm] |
yesterday was one of the best nights in my entire life...it might possibly be the best.
i was soo worried b4 hand, seriously it was badddd i shud trust him more often.. (=
i realized soo many things in one night, and it all was the effect of one simple action..
the winter ball (=
Desirees life is COMPLETE
connor is my WORLD...he really is, i dunno what id do without him
i cant believe i ever doubted his psychicness...he swore he'd be here n he was..i realized a lot when every1 asked me why i looked so sad n they all were trying 2 make me happy, it was great of them, especially when it was the people i wasnt the closest to either, it made me feel all the more wonderful...then when i was walking n athena n nancy i think it was say "GUESS WHOS HERE?!?" my heart fell flat on the floor i was so happy, never thought i could b that happy, all jus 2 see his face and be in his arms...
some people finally realized that its not all that bad..that they misjudged some people, or actually a certain person, im glad they finally realized they were wrong..but mostly im glad i finally realized that i dont care what they think because im the only one who truly knows what its like..
when im with him, its like nothing else matters, its like the world has stopped and im just in that moment, its what love really is...2 b there thru all the bad times and 2 get over them n move on..its 2 do whatever it takes 2 be 2gether...
no1 knows how much it meant 2 me..2 see him there, 2 risk it...i myself might not have even had the guts 2 do it...its one of the nicest things ne has done 4 me, im truly happy inside and out.
{{{{ True LOVE endures E V E R Y T H I N G }}}} |
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[Feb. 2nd, 2005|07:03 pm] |
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i came home to this (=
dont ask why they're all different sizes...i screwed it up lol
my dad picked him out...hes a bulldog
laterrrrrr <33 |
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